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🔄 The AUDHD Self-Recognition Quiz
A quiz from ND Hive. Companion to “What is AUDHD?”
What this is
AUDHD is not autism plus ADHD. It is the emergent experience of two operating systems running on one brain. This quiz looks for the SPECIFIC contradictions and tensions that show up when both wirings are active.
If you’ve taken an ADHD quiz and an autism quiz separately and felt half-recognized by each, this is the one that asks the questions in between.
Takes about 10 minutes.
How this works
For each question, pick A, B, C, or D based on what’s most true. Add the points at the end. The score is a signal, not a verdict.
The questions
1. Routine: how do you actually feel about it?
- A. I like routine and it helps me. (0)
- B. I prefer some structure but I get bored fast. (1)
- C. I crave routine AND I sabotage it once I have one. Both. (2)
- D. The same routine that saves me on Monday wrecks me on Wednesday. I cannot predict which version of me will show up. (3)
2. How do you feel after extended social time?
- A. Energized or fine. (0)
- B. A little tired but okay. (1)
- C. I masked the whole time, performed great, and now I cannot speak for two days. (2)
- D. I look extroverted from outside. Inside, I’m gathering nervous system debt that comes due as a multi-day shutdown. (3)
3. How do you handle interest-based attention?
- A. I focus on what I need to focus on. (0)
- B. I get distracted but can usually push through. (1)
- C. If it’s interesting, I hyperfocus for hours. If it’s not, I cannot start. (2)
- D. I switch between hyperfocus on niche interests and total inability to do basic life tasks. There is no middle. (3)
4. How do you experience sensory input?
- A. Normal. (0)
- B. Some textures or sounds bug me but I cope. (1)
- C. I get overstimulated quickly AND I seek out loud, intense input when understimulated. Both. (2)
- D. I am drowning in sensation OR I am completely numb. The setpoint changes hour to hour. (3)
5. When you mask in public, what’s your private experience?
- A. I’m pretty much the same in private. (0)
- B. I’m a little more relaxed at home. (1)
- C. The version of me people see is performance. The version at home is a different person. (2)
- D. The mask works so well no one believes me when I describe what’s underneath. (3)
6. How do you experience emotions?
- A. They’re clear and pass at a normal pace. (0)
- B. They’re intense but manageable. (1)
- C. I either feel everything at full volume or I feel nothing at all. (2)
- D. I have intense emotions AND I can’t always identify what I’m feeling until it has already taken me over. (3)
7. How do you feel about your own goals and intentions?
- A. I set goals and pursue them. (0)
- B. I’m inconsistent but I get there. (1)
- C. I want something deeply, decide to do it, and then my brain treats my own intention as a demand and shuts me down. (2)
- D. I am simultaneously driven and incapable of executing on the things I most want. (3)
8. How do you experience identity?
- A. I know who I am. (0)
- B. I’m still figuring it out, like most people. (1)
- C. I shapeshift around different people without meaning to, and I don’t always know what’s “me.” (2)
- D. I have spent my life being different people in different contexts. The “real me” question doesn’t have a clear answer. (3)
9. How do you experience burnout?
- A. I rest, recover, return. (0)
- B. It takes a while but I get back. (1)
- C. I push past my limits, ignore signals, and then collapse for weeks. The cycle repeats. (2)
- D. The collapse periods are getting longer. The recovery never feels complete. I sometimes wonder if the “real me” is actually the burnt-out one. (3)
10. How do people describe you?
- A. Pretty consistent. (0)
- B. People generally agree on who I am. (1)
- C. People who know me in different contexts describe me as totally different people. They wouldn’t recognize each other’s version. (2)
- D. I have been called gifted, lazy, sensitive, overachieving, dramatic, brilliant, broken, and “too much” by different people. All of them are partly right. (3)
Scoring
0 to 8 points: Low AUDHD signal. You may have ADHD or autism alone, or neither.
9 to 16 points: Some signal. The AUDHD contradictions are showing up but not dominating.
17 to 24 points: Strong AUDHD signal. The “I am two systems at once” pattern is core to your experience. Worth professional evaluation if not done.
25 to 30 points: Very strong AUDHD signal. You are likely living inside the third-thing experience the Authority page describes. This is your map.
What to do next
If your score was 17 or above and no one has ever said the word AUDHD to you about yourself, that’s the most important data point in this quiz. The community of late-diagnosed AUDHD adults is largely made up of people whose first time hearing themselves accurately described was on the internet, not in a clinical office.
Find your people. Hive Sessions are one place where high-masking AUDHD adults regularly hear themselves accurately for the first time.
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A quiz from ND Hive. Built for people who have been recognized in fragments and are ready to be recognized whole.